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If I Die Before I Wake
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If I Die Before I Wake
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SELECTED AS WATERSTONES' THRILLER OF THE MONTH 2019
SHORTLISTED FOR THE CWA STEEL DAGGER AWARD 2018
LONGLISTED FOR THE AUTHORS' CLUB FIRST NOVEL AWARD

5* BY REAL READERS:
'UNIQUE'
'THRILLING...FULL OF TENSION'
'BEAUTIFUL, HEART-WRENCHING'

Everyone believes Alex is in a coma, unlikely to ever wake up. As his family debate withdrawing life support, he can only listen.

But he soon begins to suspect that his accident wasn't really an accident. Even worse, the perpetrator is still out there and Alex is not the only one in danger.

Alex must use a series of clues from his past to solve the mystery of who tried to kill him. He needs to protect those he loves – before they decide to let him go...

CHOSEN AS ONE OF GOOD HOUSEKEEPING'S BOOKS TO THRILL YOU

'This is a debut to be reckoned with' Guardian

SELECTED AS WATERSTONES' THRILLER OF THE MONTH 2019
SHORTLISTED FOR THE CWA STEEL DAGGER AWARD 2018
LONGLISTED FOR THE AUTHORS' CLUB FIRST NOVEL AWARD

5* BY REAL READERS:
'UNIQUE'
'THRILLING...FULL OF TENSION'
'BEAUTIFUL, HEART-WRENCHING'

Everyone believes Alex is in a coma, unlikely to ever wake up. As his family debate withdrawing life support, he can only listen.

But he soon begins to suspect that his accident wasn't really an accident. Even worse, the perpetrator is still out there and Alex is not the only one in danger.

Alex must use a series of clues from his past to solve the mystery of who tried to kill him. He needs to protect those he loves – before they decide to let him go...

CHOSEN AS ONE OF GOOD HOUSEKEEPING'S BOOKS TO THRILL YOU

'This is a debut to be reckoned with' Guardian

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  • Emily Koch is an award-winning journalist and graduate of the Bath Spa Creative Writing programme. Her debut novel If I Die Before I Wake was shortlisted for the CWA Ian Fleming Steel Dagger. She lives in Bristol with her husband and daughter.
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  • Jo Spain, author of The Confession "I loved If I Die Before I Wake. I was completely gripped - a sign of a true story-teller. It's utterly compelling and has an ending that will rip the heart out of you."
  • Mary Lynn Bracht, author of White Chrysanthemum "If I Die Before I Wake is a captivating thriller by an exciting new voice. I read it in two days because I had to know who did it! Koch keeps you guessing until the very end."
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